time will come

& I will be over you

someday i’ll forget you

& be able to tell myself

I was such a fool

To fall in love with you.

 

time will come

my heart will heal

you wont be able

to hurt me anymore

i’ll face the world

& smile again.

 

time will come

ill be able to accept the truth

tat you don’t love me

nver did & never will.

 

time will come

this broken heart of mine

shall rest & stop wishing

for the love you never knew.

 

time will come

my eyes would stop crying

my mind stop thinking

& my heart stop loving.

 

from this day on,

i wish for that time to come

for in my heart I know

its time to let you go.

 

 

I Starr

 

 

how does one ease a broken heart,
do i dwell in the past
or try to face the world alone?

how does one try to forget someone,
whom you truly love & care for
whose mere sight makes you happy.

how does one try to be happy,
when all i want is to be with you
only you for the rest of my life.

how does one cope with loneliness,
with the pain & hurt
of saying goodbye.

Y Starr

 

maybe it would be easier,
if i just disappear
and not see you again.

maybe it would be best,
to erase all the memories
of us together.

for it may heal
my broken heart,
which you left
and shattered.

 

I Starr

 

you seduce me with your smile,
& i fell in love with your charm,
you mersmerize me with your eyes,
& drown me in your arms.

but im afraid to tell you
of what i truly feel,
i fear that you might
reject the love i feel.

i love you,
so what should i do?
am i suppose
to tell it to you?

or just keep it to myself,
never let you know,
& just hope that someday,
you'll love me too?

I Starr

 

 

i was just thinking ...

 

maybe if you didnt leave we will still be together

maybe if we got married you wont leave me

maybe if we had a child you would had married me

maybe if i was lucky we would had a child

maybe if you loved me i would had been lucky

maybe if you want me you would had loved me

maybe if you really liked me you would had want me ...

 

but then maybe ...

you never did really liked me

never really loved me ...

 

I  Starr

just another day. tried to call him, but he still avoids my calls. How do you really try to get on with life, and stop hoping that one day he'll come back?